Love(l). truthfully, i don't know if there is an answer, or one that will properly fill anyone. i don't even know. it's horribly frightening..to think that maybe one day you'll wake up, and realise that you didn't actually love someone.. no matter how hard, you used to tell yourself that you did. no matter how hard, you pushed, and sacrificed, and suffered. and you thought yourself that you did truly love. i'm don't think i'm in love, as far as i know, and i wonder really..if we'll ever know.. because maybe our expectations are just to high. our dreams..set a little higher then we can ever truly reach. we're fighting for perfection. i think, love grows... starts out small, and expands, and fills completely. i don't know if we can actually say, or question or worry about, if we truly love someone, because if you are bothering to ask yourself that question.. to worry so fully about it.. that person must mean an awful lot to you. do you remember..all those..little romances, the ones we used to get ourselves into, the ones were you didn't question.. you just were so completely in love. it didn't matter that you didn't talk to them ever, or if they knew your name. you were in love and there was absolutely no questioning that i can't say, that i wasn't in love then, maybe weaker form of love, an infatuation...or something of the sort but is being in love, something that you can actually be wrong about? or control... is it something that you can look back on and say.. 'no, i did this wrong. i wasn't actually in love.' maybe it's something that when you know you are, it just is.
this is going on and on and on, it's getting quite long.. but i've thought so much about this too. i think, we can feel love now, love grows.and grows and grows it's just starting..maybe it's weak, or questionable but we can feel it growing, and it's there i don't think you can ever be 'in love' with someone completely, to a point were you can't be anymore in love. because if you truly love someone..it will keep on growing...and getting stronger.
i might have gotten a lot of that from him, but i have told you, what i think, tis long :) but...i love you don't question it. <3
and if..you can easily tell someone you love them if you don't think about it, and it just rolls of your tongue, you might want to rethink, a lot of things. (l)